I've lurked for 3 months here, and have implemented few things from redpill. Redpill and NoFap since June have changed my personality and my life for better. If this post gets attention, I will post more details about me and all, as it may help me for the future.

So I'm a 24 years old Croatian that has been in Dublin, Ireland for the last two years. My profession is a nurse, although I work as a carer until I get my papers processed here. I'm 185 cm tall, 78 kgs, blonde, blue eyes. In a great shape, six pack, 40cm biceps etc. I consider myself a 7/10 in looks, and behaviour wise since NoFap I feel like a 10.

Yesterday night I was in the same night club I was a month ago. Back then I had no luck until 2 in the morning, then when I was stuck behind two girls in the crowd, her friend noticed me, she told her friend about me, the other girl turned around and kissed me. I was making out with her for 15 minutes before she asked me where I was from. We continued to make out and grope for the next 2 hours. I was trying to go to her place, because my own sucked at that time (rommates and all). She didn't react at all to my texts that I wrote on my phone and showing them to her, they were like "I want to go to your place. We won't do anything we don't want to do." As I said, we kept kissing for 2 hours, and when the music stopped, only then she asked for my name. So in 2.5 hours we spoke 2 sentences. After that, she told me she is going for her coat, and she just dissapeared. No number or anything. Felt like I was used, but that was first time I was kissing a stranger for that long. Didn't even get a number. Girls are weird.

Now then, so I was there again. Dressed the same way again, suit, tight white shirt, leather shoes. Looked around the club, made myself seen by everyone. When I entered the toilet, the black guy that is there with chewing gums and stuff asked me was I here a week ago. I told him no, why do you ask. He told me I look familiar. Grabbed myself a beer, and kept looking around. Went again to a different toilet, and while I was fixing my hair in the mirror, another black guy told me I look handsome. A complete stranger next to me, a white guy, was like half a meter away and was staring straight at me. I noticed that, tapped his shoulder, smiled and said "You alright bud?" I left again for a drink. All the time I was moving around, checking girls and all. Decided to start with dancing. Went to a group of girls. Didn't approach them, was just near them and danced with them. Tried to flirt with few of them, like touching their hair to see the signals and all. No luck, wasn't bothered. Maintained the whole time good posture and eye contact. Before that while I was still drinking my beer behind a group of girls that were dancing, one of them came to me, told me something, and then soon left. I guess you appear creepy or what not if you drink, mind your own business, and not even pay attention to them that much. Unbelievable.

When I approached two girls later in a quiet area, I went to them and introduced myself. I approached first the brunette. She smiled and asked me am I Brian from two weeks ago (apparently she kissed him). I laughed and told no, I'm Matt. I asked her why, is he handsome as me? She smiled back, and don't know what she replied exactly (fucking loud music). She told me I should go after her friend, and gave me a push. I went towards her friend, started to chat with her, but she didn't appear interested about me. A minute later they both left without saying a word. Was dancing again with another group of girls. No luck either. A girl was trying to fix her shoe back, so she grabbed me. I held her around her waist while she was putting her shoe on. Leaned to my cheek, said thanks. I leaned to her mouth, tried for a kiss, but she grabbed my face with both of her hands and stopped me (it wasn't rude grabbing or anything, more like calmly holding my face so I don't kiss her). Wasn't fazed by that. She turned around and kept dancing with her friends. I left to dance elsewhere. Later approached another two girls in a quiet area. Introduced myself again. They told me they were from a different city, Limerick. The girl I spoke too, laughed and told me I look exactly like her cousin. I think I also replied, is he handsome looking. She also tried to hook me up with her friend. Started to chat with her, she told me she has a boyfriend back in Limerick (shit test). Didn't want to bother with that shit, so I just smiled, touched her cheek with my fingers, said too bad, and left.

While I was moving through the crowd again, a girl basically held me by my waist. I turned around, and started to touch her hair and hold her around waist. She lost interest ( probably she thought I was more attractive before I turned around towards her). Left again to the toilet. After I was done, one of the guys there told his friend like "Look at this guy." I think they were gay or something. Went to dance again, talked to another girl while she was alone. I approached her by saying that her sneakers and dress don't go well together. She told me that they are at least comfortable. We chatted for a bit, but she wasn't interested. Later saw an Asian guy with her, he was her boyfriend (seemed beta). Got my coat, and left home.

So, from all of this, few things I would like to mention. People that I met first time, they were claiming they know me from before, and I look familiar to them. Random dude stared at me, another gay guy was probably interested about me. A girl that held me by my waist lost interest after I turned around towards her. Two groups of two girls tried to hook me up with her other friend.

If this gets attention, I will post more details about me. Feedback is greatly appreciated.