Hello I am 16 years old and i need help about a little thing.

the thing is that, due to insecurities, I have developed an obsession with being surrounded by friends. This has made me modify my way of being in order to be more popular, causing anxiety and dissatisfaction. the funny thing is that before having this problem, I was not looking for any kind of popularity, and yet, I was more popular than now. I have class tomorrow and I think that I am going to start to be different and I am just going to be focus in me and my way, and fuck the rest. What do you guys think? Sorry for my english