I want to describe my situation and see what you all think. I was MGTOW for the period between 2015 when I turned 18 and 2018. I totally was sickened by modern women as many of you are and was convinced I would never allow that into my life. My dad’s life was ruined before my very eyes when I was a child by my mother, who is a very conflicted and fucked up person. She put her two young children and loyal faithful husband through living hell just because she “felt unfulfilled.” She cheated on him with a beta guy who made her feel more powerful. At this point I was totally ready to shut women out forever.

Until I met my current girlfriend. I was skeptical at first because of my prior experience, and I took things very slow. No sex for the first 2 months. I wanted, needed to feel her out and make sure I wasnt going to be taken advantage of. And she was cool with that. We’ve been dating over a year now, and I really think she is close to perfect.

Hear me out, I know this may sound unbelievable. She was raised by a very cool dad and she believes 100% of what we believe about men being shit on by society. She is ardently against circumcision, and she believes any rape that isnt reported within 3 days should not be able to ruin someone’s life. She generally hates other women and thinks their life choices are disgusting. She was a virgin when I met her and she still lives at home. She wants to move out when she is ready to marry and not before. She is incredibly submissive and wants a man who will take charge. She thinks "toxic masculinity" is sexy and absolutely despises modern women who reward beta men. She dresses conservatively, mostly in traditional floral dresses. She wants to help contribute to a salary as best she can (I am an engineer and she is in fashion school so she wont quite be able to match me though) and she often refuses to let me pay for things even when I insist. She says it is fucked up that men are expected to pay. She wants to have 4+ children and dedicate her life to being the best wife and mother she can be.

I never thought I’d ever say this, but I might marry her. I have an incredibly high set of standards and I am so lucky to have met someone who meets them. She is what I would ask for perfectly in many ways if I could ask God for a custom-built woman. I am not gonna marry her right away because I don’t believe I should ever do anything while consumed with emotion. I want to give myself time to consider whether I’m making the right call. I know you guys are MGTOW, and I was too, but what would you do in this type of extraordinary situation? PS before anybody says I’m making it up, I’m not. There would be no purpose to that and I am honestly seeking input from the rational, cautious men of this subreddit.