So me and my gf broke up in May and it killed me. I still hurt a bit from time to time but I manage. I made mistakes but I acted like a bitch and cried and begged for her. She initiated the breakup by saying she needed a break. Looking back on it now I realize exactly what that meant. She insisted she wasn't seeing anybody but I found out from her directly that she had been talking to another guy for a month and never told me. It wasn't until I told her I wasn't going to be strung along the way I was anymore that she was completely done with me. I'm pissed that I didn't see this immediately but I've wised up. Guess I just need another perspective on things. Thanks to anybody who responds.