I have been in long distance relationship with a girl from America im in UK , single mother but model looking , however i couldnt accept the fact that she have a kid , anyways she was my first love , i was a virgin and she was obssesed with me i didnt buy it at first was sceptical only used her for nudes but got attached to her nice words and understanding and fallen in love with her , fast forward a year she came to visit me paid for it and everything left her kid with a sister and came see me i fucked her brains out however was grossed out by her imagining all the other dudes cum and stuff so everytime we would have sex id make her wash 3 times wed have sex like 5 times a day , i was abusive to her yet she cried but still loved me , i was fighting the thoughts of her having a kid and previous partners so i came out toxic like that , once she left fast forward another year she started getting distant yet when i told her i wanna leave she threatened she gonna kill herself and she cant live without me i got kinda stuck but enjoyed her company so i stayed shed do everything for me she was that in love fast forward abother year i got so attached i beged her to stay was crying my shit out etc and she decided she is leaving so literally tables have turned i was in position she once was she went on tinder fell in love the same day while im on skype she told me about everyhting and the next day she wants to fuck the guy and wants him to move in to her house, at this point wtf just happened?