First post on here looking for some advice!

I have been going my own way for about 2 years now just keeping my head up and doing things my own way . Things have been looking good . Got my first car and bike .. looking at getting an apprenticeship for welding in the near future. Mgtow saved me at my lowest point . And will make me rise to my highest . I turn 24 in 2 days .. and had a long long moment to think about relationships regarding women in my life. Bit of back story . Came from a single mother house old . Mom got rid of me when I was 9 lived with my grandparents still I was 23 . Old school but there wisdom gave me a good head . Very thankful for it . Had two girlfriends first one of 5 years cheated and the other went of to College to “find herself “ . . Really messed me up . Did everything right to make her happy . At the end she said she just wanted to be a hoe . Took me over a year to move on . But I did .. hit the gym .. moved out to the city .. just doing me . But in that span .. I haven’t had any luck with women . In fact I like it . I know I should be pumping and dumbing but that life hasn’t all been attractive for me . My female friends can’t understand why I can’t get laid and go on any dates . I’m and okay looking guy in decent shape . I dress pretty well . So I’m told that is I kindly tell them I’m not a chad . I’m my own person . I appreciate my time alone . To get the point . I feel like I’m missing out on this hook up thing . I never really Learned how to pick girls up and do all cool things that I here girls rave about . I guess I’m just way out there out of touch with my generations ways .

Sorry for the long post , sounds like I’m crying to you all on here . Mgtow saved my life many times over and the group of guys that I here and see I look up to and strive to me like . Thanks guys .