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so about a month ago i started dating this girl i met six months prior. we were going good and i was trying to be the best boyfriend i could be. this was my first relationship ever and i wasn’t to sure what to do so of course i made mistakes. there was also the problem that we live about an hour and a bit apart so it was a bit of a hike to go see each other.

it was going alright from my view. but then last night she was at a party and started snapchatting me. she started to send me vids of her hanging out with his guy which made me a little uneasy but i didn’t say anything. i am doing homework and so not on my phone for about an hour. after i’m finished i look at my snapchat and there is fifteen videos of my gf making out and getting handsy with this random bloke.

i didn’t respond. i couldn’t . i did not know what to do. i still don’t i’m just so fucking angry. i want to go to this guys house and beat the shit out of him but i know that’s a bad idea. it’s got me fucked up. she doesn’t seem to care as she also put some of the stuff on her story for 500+ people to see.

i don’t know what to do. i want to talk to her but i’m scared.

edit: damn this really blew up huh. i don’t think i’m gonna be able to read everyone’s comments but i’ll do my best. thank you all for the support it means a lot to me.

edit 2: due to the amount of comments most are about the fact that she cheated on me. it wasn’t even the fact that she cheated on me. that’s not what makes me angry and upset. it’s the fact that she was so brazen about it and uncaring. she was probably gonna end the relationship in the next three weeks anyway

edit 3/update: she is copping it hardcore. about 100 people knew of me and her relationship, i had about 50 messages of my friends sending her story to me saying “dude do you know about this “ and stuff. i explained it to each and every one. now she is pretty much getting abused by everyone for the shitty thing she did. i am not apart of but neither am i going to stop it. she deserves it.