ever since i got wrapped up in the manosphere I’ve felt empty about social interactions. when ever I talk to others I know how they act, and the reasons behind their actions (betas/alphas, dominance play, etc). all my thoughts are ultimately shallow - everything I’ve dreamed of has been devised by my biology. it used to be just girls, but now almost everyone I know has been dehumanised in my mind.

everyone I know falls into these set biological categories - all we do ultimately amounting to sex and reproduction. I put it down as teen edginess, but I haven’t shaken this mindset for months. I want to go my own way but everything seems so futile. how can I progress from this point, when my humanity makes me intrinsically faulty by design?

anyone else had/having this problem when joining mgtow? any ways I can progress from this and go my own way?

edit: thanks for the replies! I’ll focus on my grades, read up on some history, maybe boot up some warcraft 3 - just to let my mind wander somewhere different. I’ve been too caught up on school recently, so maybe some escapism will do me good.