Just be honest! My parents and people online have said that I sound mentally ill and need counseling. (NOT AS AN INSULT but out of concern).

And I have been banned from countless sub reddits for my views.

Based on my post history do I come off as someone who needs counseling?

College has honestly been the WORST YEARS OF MY LIFE! Despite good grades, I have been shunned by peers including other guys. People think I am weird and even would make fun of me and talk shit behind my back. Plus dyke feminist teachers were cunts to me even after trying to be nice to them. Even guy teachers would make fun of me for having to pee all the time. (I used to have high blood sugar but lost the weight (30lb) but high blood sugar LEGIT runs in my family. My aunt is prone to diabetes and my father is too despite being of normal BMI).

I have been fired from 2 jobs this year and have been rejected from jobs because I have a disorder where I blink excessively and my right hand shakes uncontrollably. I also have a speech impediment and stammer because I have trouble remembering what I want to say. (IT IS INVOLUNTARY I DON"T KNOW WHEN I AM DOING IT! AND I CAN"T HELP IT! I AM NOT NERVOUS OR ANXIOUS AT ALL!) Yet my loved ones say I am nervous when I am not!

If I do need therapy how do I find a MALE therapist who DOES NOT FUCK AROUND! I WILL NOT tolerate some female therapist talking down to me like a retarded child!

-Thanks for your time