I laugh when they say women have more empathy than men. As most MGTOWs know it's an absolute blue pill lie. And it's in times of adversity and darkness that women really show their true colours. So has been the last few weeks. Women in my life have shown their true solipsistic narcissistic nature. And I have come out with an even more loathing and disgust for it.

My dog has been recently diagnosed with cancer. The only real loyal buddy I have. I brought her up from a pup. Tumour on her toe. Well she has a strong bond with my Father's dog. And I regularly go round to his house so it's like her second home. During this time, it's been hell. Faced with uncertainty I just wanted her to be around her little family. And I needed the support.

My Father's wife has been a bastard throughout this ordeal. Every day she has put pressure on me to leave. When me and my father were in tears because we had to drop my dog for surgery, she came skipping in happily asking, "Do you like my shoes"

The constant monotone narcissism I have had to hear on a daily basis because my father lives in a bungalow so there's no escape from it. The constant bullchit about Love Island and soaps. The drama with neighbours. The lack of concern or empathy for my dog's situation.

And then there's my own mother. Who hasn't even bothered to call to see how my dog is for over a week. And the female friend who I have helped in the past, not even a message.

I am now back to my own apartment with my dog. She's down. She wants to be around my father's dog and her 'second home' whilst she's ill. But the nastiness and pettiness of my father's wife about me 'over staying' my welcome has gotten too much.

It's clear to me that in these tough times. They only give a fuck about themselves.

As a MGTOW. They say don't hate them be indifferent. But sometimes they absolutely disgust me with their narcissistic solipsism.