First post here so forgive me if someone has pushed this idea forward before.

Blue pilled-->AFC-->learn PUA-->Think I'm read pilled (I'm not)-->now an epic suicidal AFC-->keep hearing about the rational male--> many months later I read it--> catharsis, now I'm red pilled reality is a sad place, god has ceased to exist, reality is empty like a desert feels empty; You are alone and you can walk any direction you want, that is beautiful but at the same time you know. Nothing around you will change no matter where you decide too go. Too much freedom.

That's my background. I bet is not an unusual one.

What I find fascinating about the red pill is the consistency with wich pieces start making sense together, how all, and I mean ALL things that did not make a fucking sense before now they fit perfectly. I would like to throw a personal fascination of mine into the melting pot of TRP if you don't mind:

In the animal kingdom, and particularly in mammals, sex is short, and penis size is just enough reach the vagina. Humans seem to be an exception, they seem to not make sense, despite sex making you teporarily vulnerable and a larger dick only being capable of reaching the end of the vagina, with no adventage and the possibility of scoop your previous own semen out. Yet, despite study after study showing no increase in pleasure with penis size, woman are fascinated by them, and despite in LTRs they prefer sex to be short and scarce they want to get fucked for long, mind me, when an asshole does it.

I would say, on a formal way TRP states that because humans are social animals a single alpha male per group is not possible, as other males would coordinate to kill that alpha and get sex instead, sharing females is better than not having sex. Aside of more males being useful for resource generation and defense of the group.

This has a huge disadvantage. In this arrangement females have to get genetic material that is far from the best in order to keep stability.

A social convention that we call the Matrix is then needed to keep the superior genes spreding but prevent males of inferior genetic material from killing this superior males by numbers in an attempt to get a chance to reproduce.

That is obviously convincing the desire to get brutally fucked by an alpha does not exist, and what they really want in life is to live monogamously using her limited reproducing chances with a single infrior male. That would be akin to a male stating his dream is to have sex with deformed woman once a year. But keeping the idea is vital for survival hence evolution made females natural proponents of it and beta males easily convinced by it. No one is lying to anyone. We evolved to be this way and it's just fascinating that unplugging is even possible.

Wich leads me again to penis size; yes it scoops other previous semen out, the beta one to be precise, and woman are tuned on by the idea of it. And sex shall be short with betas in the chance of them harming the alphas previous seed (because you know they love him and no need for acrobatics). Alphas should fuck them long and hard, no matter how much it hurts, in fact the better. Pain in this situation is confused by pleasure. Make sure that beta is not reproducing.

Females are necessarily evolved for cheating, and to convince themselves and everyone that is not the case to preserve social integrity. And males are evolved to buy that shit if they are not superior to all other males. The matrix comes from evolution and knowing of it is as painful as liberating.

It's in the details it explains like te penis size, sex duration, and many, many other when we confirm the theory is sadly right in the money.

Hope I did nor bore anyone with my first post ;)