I discovered MGTOW 4 years ago but didn't start applying it till a few months ago after a breakup. It was my first real LTR. Not sure if i'm using the term oneitis correctly but i'm pretty sure I had it. She's a few years older and a single mother. Yea I know, but I was really in love and would have done anything for this girl. There were SO MANY red flags from the day we met that I realized after we broke up but brushed off cause fucking emotions and shit.

She left me for her ex. After we broke up she was all of a sudden so heartless. It shocked me, and I still can't fathom how she just lost all love for me. It went from, "baby I love you, i'll do anything for you" one day, to "I stopped loving you a few months ago, I love him not you" the next day (actual texts). This was in september - october. I was a baby MGTOW, trying to find my unicorn, but after that I decided monk-mode.

I lost all attraction for women and felt invincible, or I thought. I was working on myself and such. I got occasional anxiety every time I thought about her and her ex/new guy together, but I just pulled through.

Then she started contacting me recently. The only social media I use is instagram cause it's my photography outlet. She re-followed me and started liking all my posts from months back and such. She comments under pictures of me things like "daddy" and such. I was a dumbass and I unblocked her number. I never initiated convos, she would always text me out of the blue random shit. I turned on my read receipts to make it clear I don't care to respond if I don't want to. She just waits it out a few days before initiating another convo. That's when I knew I wasn't over her. I had no attraction to other women because I still loved her, not cause i'm really MGTOW.

She and her bf are still together. But she's always texting me out of the blue. I think she's trying to keep me as an orbiter or a rebound, i'm not sure, but it's clearly a pattern. She left her ex for me when we started dating and she did the same with him over me and now again? She's a fucking entitled attention-seeking slut but fucksake I love her and I always think of the good times, I don't know what to do.

TL;DR I thought my lack of attraction to women made me MGTOW, but it's just cause i'm only attracted to this bitch