Younger mgtow here, how do I change my viewpoint on relationships because as of right now it's in conceivably lonely to be single in my eyes and I'm already lonely enough as is(after highschool I have 2-3 friends that I see once a month) is there a way to get used to living on your own with little to no interaction? Is this like a part of my personality or is it social programming? I keep thinking about this other thing, in high school I actually had a lot of chances to bag some decent women 7s 8s and even a 9 but I never did, main reason I was a late bloomer puberty wise and because I don't view sex like most guys, my sex drive is there but my mind controls my actions more than anything(up until 18 I viewed men and women basically as the same), I enjoy sex but it's never taken control of me/been my main objective, pussy isn't really that good to me, but I do become aroused near women, I guess I value the emotional connection around women more than the sex but in all honesty I just wanted to get out a lot of my feelings here and get some advice maybe