I was discussing career options with her and she was like “I don’t want to be a neurosurgeon or anything, though I’d probably do that job if the patients I had were attractive”

I felt like shit reading that to be honest. This is the same girl who’s been sending me photos of other people and talking about how attractive other people are.

It makes me wonder where I go wrong as a boyfriend. She says I’m perfect. She says I’m the best boyfriend she’s ever had.. yet she goes off and says something like that.. something that completely deflates my confidence and makes me question her actions. For the past few months I’ve been thinking she was a unicorn (which is why I started dating her in the first place, despite once considering myself MGTOW) But now I’m starting to wonder if I’ve made a mistake.