I'm posting this here because this post will probably be a messy stream of thoughts that doesn't deserve to be posted on main sub.

Basically, in past couple of days I have sound NiceGuys, justneckbeardthings, iamverysmart and incels subs (won't post them as links to not get this post deleted). First 3 are very similar in that they are about cringy/stupid/socialy retarded things people say. Last one- mentioned on justneckbeardthings couple of times and its thematic is somewhat relevant (haven't looked more into it).

Now those subs are great. They have some funny content, and above all, they present examples of socially retarded behaviour which is great for self-improvement.

Why?

Because retard is unaware that he is retard. And by reading those subs I found that I sometimes do things that are made fun of in there. I don't feel bad about it- the thing is that I realise that some of my actions or habits put me into social-retard category. This realisation points me the direction towards improvement.

But behind entertainment and improvement it made me realize one more thing- general society is plain evil.

First of all I assume that those subs are made of mostly 'normal' people we meet on daily basis (I might be wrong though).

The thing with (probably) neckbeards and nice guys is that they ar unaware of their behaviour. They keep doing what they do because they have no idea that there is better alternative or that they are acting like assholes or such. Those people need compassion and help.

Meanwhile all they get in those subs and from society in general is hate.

Seriously, this realization came to me as a shock. Same with incels. Incels are angry and they are hated for that.

Another example- kid is being bullied. He snaps and shoots up the school. What is society's reaction? All I have seen is hate towards the shooter and compassion to his dead tormentors. Seriously? If you get bullied to the point where you decide to leave this world and avenge your tormentors you deserve hate? This is our fucking society.

And then there is TRP community. This community is considered to be most hateful, extremist and evil in whole reddit. But TRP are the only ones who show compassion to those victims, who welcome them with open arms and show them compassion.

I think I have a tear in my eye...

I am really confused right now.

However evil TRP is (and it's definetly evil and destructive in some sense) it isn't any worse than the rest of society.

Thank you TRP for existing for people like me.