I’ve been following the red pill for three years now. I’ve done countless of hours of research on it. Up until a few months ago I’ve swallowed the black pill. To those of you who aren’t familiar with the black pill, keep reading. To those of you who are- Skip two paragraphs.

The black pill is an ideology where you’ve lost all hope. You are a virgin and likely destined to be one because females will NEVER find you attractive. They’d choose Calvin Klein models over you any day and cheat on you with a more muscular guy anyway.

The black pill is the hardest to digest because this is where rather than passing red pill rage, you head straight downhill... Which I like to call- Suicide zone. Where no matter how much plastic surgery you get you will always be ugly and a female will never love you for who you are.

Anyways, MGTOW seems very alpha to me. Nothing like Men’s Right’s and definitely not like Incel’s. At this point I’m sure it’s where you’ve lost your virginity and understand how the system works, you just don’t want anything to do with it because females run it.

Is it possible to turn MGTOW without being obsessed with my virginity? To find true happiness in myself without debating suicide or feeling ultimate rage when you walk by females? Any solutions to turning back to the red pill but getting through red pill rage, in a way it doesn’t consume me for 3 years.

By the way, a picture of myself is in my post history. People compliment me online but never in real life. Nor do females ever approach me.