Tl:dr fucked up university, was beta and had oneitis, failed socially and need some tough love to rebuild myself

So, I always was somewhat a beta guy. Had poor social skills, especially around girls, never had a girlfriend and a 18yo kisless virgin at the moment.

In the last year of high school I orbited a girl, became her emotional tampon and later one of her closest friend. I had heard about the redpill by this time but I didn't really accept it, only partially. What made me realise it's the truth was her. She told me about how she feels about guys, how she can decide whether someone is good for her or not just by a few seconds and how she cheated on her boyfriend who also mistreats her but she keeps clawing back to him because she can't help the attraction.

I started university this fall, still talked with her after loads of up and downs which mainly came from the fact that she is not attracted to me and we will never be together, despite her telling me I was everything in the inside she was looking for (I called out her bullshit and hypocrisy here and there and she admitted it).

Fast forward to now, despite her sending me suggestive pictures and some dirty talking it all falls apart for the same reason, as she is not attracted to me.

This and a few other private life issues fucked me up, became depressed and lazy and failed my classes and have to start over next year.

So I want to ask your help guys, what can I do to really progress the most I can in those 10 months until I restart university, and even after?

I will have to move back to my small hometown and get some work. I already started working out and losing weight in the last two months. I read redpill theories and try to expand my mind and apply them in real life when I can and have the courage for it. I started to re learn programming as it was one of my failed classes and want to start to learn german as my third language.

I still want to fuck this girl as she is banging hot for me and it would be a good mid term goal, but have cut her out for now on my own terms.

Also, I don't really have a social circle in my hometown, how can I go about building one there?

What are your advices to me to stop being a lazy fuck and make the most out of this timeframe? Being brutally honest and tough is welcome, if it helps me succeeding.