I want to become MGTOW and swallow the red pill but I can't because I am always craving for attention from women.

I am 24 (indian and a virgin) and I am always desperate for attention. This leads me to sometimes fantasize about things which adds to the desperation for more attention.

I never had a girlfriend and I've noticed that this keeps me stress free and also allows me to save some money on the side for my own use. HOWEVER, this is starting to fade away because I am always on the look out for gf.

What can I do to ease this desperation and keep my mind on the goals that I want to achieve in my life.

If I see a girl sitting across me, I am always trying to do something to grab her attention but I don't want this.

EDIT:- I just want to be done with women and only have professional interactions with them which are work related.