The best of the worst.

Having LONG AGO given up on Unicorns. Let me be clear about this when I first came to this sub a part of my me really believed in Unicorns. Don't worry I'm not crushed now, only wiser and stronger inside - Well I state it as fact that unicorns don't exist.

When I started off in life my plan was to find the "Best of the best". I quickly realized there was a pecking order. In school, I wasn't jock enough, in college I wasn't jock enough, and in life, I wasn't Chad or rich enough.

I always directed my failure with women internally. Wondering how I could improve my default and natural self to attract the "good ones".

I've come to realise there are no good ones. Some might be more attractive than others, then again the more attractive the more full of shit, the more you have to stress about her cheating or branch swinging etc.

And so after more than 2 decades in this "game". The most accurate way I can describe dating is the procurement of the "best of the worst".

We tend to assign women scores out of 10 based on attraction - eg: She's a solid 9!

Imagine instead if we assigned woman an index from -100 to 100. 100 being a Unicorn and -100 being a dumb cunt bitch you would rather not know. I would say in retrospect (and now forgetting superficial things like sex) virtually no girl I had scored over 10. I would say most scored around -20.

Like this one girl I had who was the best in bed, and exciting to fuck, well 15 years later after I've already used up all that jerk off material, the memories I have left of her outside of the bed are extremely underwhelming perhaps a 50. However when I combine that score with her general bullshittery and what she did to me, her score drops once again below zero.

And there's always some compromise. My ex wife was kind of sweet. Based on this alone a solid 40. But then her controlling nature and the fact she valued her family over her husband brings that score down to -10, when I start remembering her brothers face.

I think if you're really honest it would be fucking hard to rank a woman above 50 on my scale of -100 to 100.

Most of these pea brain bitches only have 1 thing going for them, and that is a vagina. This gives them a +40 score. Without a vagina - Now the scores get even more laughable.

When you start seeing women with a default score of say -50. And are just looking to break even, then you know you've hit a whole new level of reality.