Yes, being alone suck, human is a social species, it is in our nature to interact with other human beings. Sometime, I really want to call back my wife that would run back home if I do.

But there is one thing that even worst then extended solitude, that being with someone that make you feel alone, someone that treat you like a worthless dog while your busting your ass working full time to pay the bills.

Someone that have endless needs you need to fulfill and no matter how hard you work, it will be never enough.

Dealing with disrespect from your own wife every day.

And the fucking worst, it is the society in general that see me like an asshole only because she is a pretty small girl and I am a big guys. I will always remember when she called my boss to complain about me for no freaking reasons"

"Your wife called me yesterday, she told me you were angry and she was scare"

"She slap me in the face as strong as she could when realized I called her father and ask him help to deal with her abuse"

"Well I meet your wife during the last staff party, She was really nice, I could not imagine her do that!"

That the pussy pass, no matter, if your a women, per default, your clear. That how simp and white knight thinks. That disgusting.

Better be alone than having to deal with this shit anymore.

*My solitude dosen't depend on the presence of absence of people; on the contrary, I hate white steals my solitude without, in exchange, offering me true company."