So let's start this off with a little background information. Dating this chick pre TRP develop serious oneitis find TRP we break up but stay in contact and fuck occasionally even though I'm still completely BP with her (even after reading TRP) Due to my feelings for her I don't chase any other girls. Finally cut her out of my life a few months ago and find myself a few plates.

This was how it was going until two days ago when she snapchats me out of the blue. Was nothing special a stupid picture of her niece. I ignore and she proceeds to text me a few hours later. Coversation flows in my favor she's texting me atleast 2-3 times before I reply I keep my texts short. She asks me to go out to eat that night. I reply sure and give her a time to pick me up and where I want to go.

Fast forward to when she picks me up. We start talking and she starts shit testing me by trying to shame me for "fucking anything that walks" blah blah. I hold frame and laugh it off and don't hold onto the subject. She gives me IOI and she initiates light kino (lightly punching me, hand touching me at every chance) as were driving she says she's not hungry and doesn't want to eat. I agree but tell her I want something. We stop at a ice cream place and I tell her she has to pay for me. She's reluctant but I insist and she does. All is going well kino is still high were laughing and talking about old stories. She occasionally shit tests me but I crush all of them.

We leave the ice cream place and as soon as we get in the car she says "if I come over your house don't try to fuck me" I laugh at her and say "don't worry of course I won't princess" with a sly smirk on my face obviously being sarcastic.

We get to my house and we are hanging out watching Netflix. She decides to start messing on her phone which agitates me I can hear her phone going off as people text her(can only assume it's some other cock she's going to fuck) I do the same and text a few of my plates. At this point I wasn't super interested in banging her as I was tired from work earlier in the day but said fuck it and started light kino. Touching her and she responds by touching back. We start wrestling around and play fighting. She starts pretending to grab at my dick as I'm leaning over her holding her down.I lean in to kiss and she hard resists my attempt and says "ew I told you not to do anything" I laugh at her and grab her head and kiss all around her face like you would do to a little kid. Kino stays up but at this point the LMR kinda killed it for me. I lay back and tell her I'm tired and she should go soon. She immediately gets her things and goes.

There are a few times I messed up throughout the night like I should have had her put her phone away or leave then. Other then that I help great frame. But the outcome of this has made me relapse slightly into beta thinking. All day today I've been thinking about texting her and all I can think about is her. None of the other chicks that will comeover in a second to fuck me.

My moves now are just to ignore her and try to move back out of this mindset. She's already texted me a few times since then and I have not responded. But being around her and seeing the girl that gave me CRUSHING oneitis has really set me back. Don't do it not even once