I need to completely remove any desire or attraction toward women from my life. Completely. I've suffered heartache after heartache, feeling jealousy toward those who were "lucky" and found GFs, but I need to cut that out. I don't want to live my life hitched to someone who'd dump me in a heartbeat. I want to remove the very concept of it from my life so I can focus on wealth and helping make this world a better place. I don't want to waste any more time on tears over such bullshit that I know is just my reproductive system trying to get itself used.