I can't express how grateful I am for discovering this subreddit. The entire year has been a complete shamble for me. I met this girl in school, became my best friend but she ended up using me for the attention. Manipulated me into thinking we had something together, turns out she was talking to around 11 other boys and that she only wanted me for the attention (I'd wake up and the first thing I'd do is message her "Morning beautiful", cringe shit like that.)

She destroyed my self-esteem, ruined my grades as I couldn't work without her constantly being on my mind and severed my trust for everyone permanently when she made out with my friends behind my back.

Fuck her, and fuck the manipulative demons girls are. My dad migrated to England at 18, lived in a fucking farm and slept on hay and earned a shit wage. Now he's earning enough money to support his own family and his mum and lives decently. I wanna be like him. No more, today is the day I focused on purely myself, get good grades, buy a nice house and live by my own rules. (Sorry for ranting, that girl above messaged me saying she missed me and I blocked her off everything.)