Have been focusing on fitness, completing small goals (mostly completing forms and such for two new jobs. Have to chase up a few references to make sure they gave me a reference soon), reading books and yeah, have been consuming redpill/MGTOW content so much that I guess I somehow just thought "what is my purpose?"

Idk, it started maybe early this week. Even when I go to the gym, there would be a hottie or two sometimes, I do not get aroused but i enjoy looking if that makes sense. Even when I look at a naked pic, i feel nothing and just see it for what it is. Defo a good thing is that I do not get nervous around anyone I talk to, even girls that are my type.

What do you folks think? Thank you for reading this far