it is like everything makes sense. from the day i met my gf to the day she became my ex and to the day she showed me her true colours. I feel it becoming similar to my female friend. if i may be silly to assume this, but i swear there is some similarity for some odd reason. both started with intrigue. I am a psych major, but i enjoy to dabble into other topics of harder sciences. 1) I guess my fault is always falling for their intellectual allure and ignoring the emotional creatures that they are. 2) along the way, i become tight with them and feel like superheroes to some extent. 3) trials and tribulations: this is where either party pushes the envelope to test the limits but it usually ends up in a bit of a muddle. in the end, we upset one another or if we don't, it is walking on eggshells 4) the magic that began from 1 subsides away to such a degree that either one or both parties realise the lost affinity 5) no contact. Is this just me being an idiot or am i onto something here? cheers and yes, despite all the readings/watchings, i am still a bit naive but today made me go into hyperdrive into the rabbit hole alright. Similar to how when the brain flashes images before you as you are dying in the attempt to find the solution.