Since being MGTOW I have always struggled with controlling my sex drive. I am 23 years old and it is so powerful that if i suppress it, I find myself outside of my comfort zone very often and turn into a ruthless motherfucker.

I have now come to the point where I have learned and observed so much from this community, that my preferred avenue of release, escorts and massage parlours, is no longer attractive to me. I believe this is due to understanding the fakery of women and the rational mind taking over. I also see the prices that these women are charging and the AWALT statement is true across all ages and body types, due to the fact that the fat, old and ugly ones are charging the same or similar prices to the thin, young and aesthetic ones.

The entitled attitudes of these whores who I am meant to be paying for for my pleasure, seem to think it is they who still have the power in the situation to chose what happens, like I am paying for the priveledge to please them sexually. They really are a hive mind that are invisible to any sort of self reflection. The insane thing about it is another part of their brains knows they are inferior to another women, but whatever logical part of the brain seems to be there cannot fathom it, due to a weakness in how their brains are wired or the communication not going across completely.

Self actualising has truly begun brothers. I feel no remorse for this loss and feel much more peace wash over me.