I want to go out with this one person, I have never kissed anyone outside of retarded dares, and I never have been in a serious relationship. She is fairly hot, but she has been in relationships with several people whom I know very well but each time they dumped her, how do I know, it was a running gag to livestream it. It is not because of her looks she is easy on the eyes, and it was not for her personality as she really is just sarcastic. Ever since I have met her but lately is the only time she has actually been single and I have known about it, she has a SERIOUSLY and when I say seriously part time I mean really part time job of 2 shifts a week covering anyone who is out at a skating place. So while I agree with MGTOW I want to be with someone, why? Well I just can't shake the feeling of being alone, when I was little I lived in a big house with about 5 adults and my 1 brother, so I feel the need to have someone to share my space with. So I do not know what to do. Basically how to have a redpill relationship?