So I have this "friend" that I stopped caring about because she got fatter and she is on tinder 24/7, BUT when I was job seeking she allowed me to sleep in the same room. I didn't have sex with her because my libido is low, but damn, I immediately started feeling better, I stopped sleeping 12 hours - 8 is enough now.

It is so infuriating that it turns out I'm addicted to people in that way. One can't bond with another male that way, because it's kinda homosexual and pretty disgusting to hug another man (unless it's some football team or army I think).

So it turns out I need women after all? Damn and I was so happy to forget about them completely. Aren't there any alternatives?