Of course there have been a couple assholes that I have had to deal with that were males ( definitely not men) who really did shit to get under my skin; but for the most part throughout my life, women have been the root of most of my suffering and anguish that I have endured.

I go through really long dry spells, after being lied to and used by women; and this last time I got burnned, I found this community, of which I have been a part of most of my life unknowingly, during times I wasn't caught up in cucked ass situations basically every time I tried to open myself up to women, and start spending time, money and energy on them.

And it makes my fucking blood boil. I get ssooooooo angry everytime. And then I isolate myself from females for literally years at a time. In 17 years since I have been sexually active I have only slept with 4 women, ( one was a long distance relationship [fucking stupid as fuck, I know] one other girl, I had sex with one time, one 1 year ltr and one 5 year ltr) so for the most part I would just avoid women altogether. And I would be pretty damn happy In those times, and then once and in a great while a wild THOT would appear.

Usually it happens like one weird girl, usually pretty hot, or "interesting" chick for one reason or another will become attracted to me; this will generate a reaction from nearby THOTS who will make it their duty to cockblock Their "friend" who initially had interest in me first, and then use me as long as they see fit, and subsequently shit on me over either a very short, or very long period of time. And I get totally devastated and heart broken, being a Sicilian American Pisces I am about the most emotional fucking sensitive person around, and I am assuming this is what these females must be attracted to, not having good looks, money, abs, a car, height or anything else typical hoes are interested in.

And I am just disposable like garbage ,

This is the last time though. I know too much now, I have wasted too much of what I already have so little of. And I am done. Basta