So today the hammer felt.

I was out celebrating my birthday with friends. We talked about many things, including Anti-Feminism and stuff like that. Even the girls agreed on the problems and shared their part of the story.

I just... I feel so depressed after all that I heard about relationships. I wasted a good time of my life searching for girls but always got fooled. There is not a single girl I feel sorry now for leaving, still I'm so sad.

I lay in my bed at night, yes even crying myself to sleep wondering what I did wrong. I know, pathetic. I don't need a One Night Stand or a prostitute, I need someone who covers me, somebody who cares but there is non. Nobody. Never was, never will.

I joined MGTOW for their Anti-Feminism, meanwhile it seems to be the only solution to a good life?! I don't know.

Will probably doesnt matter anyways, wont get a gf anyway so...