Summer camp. 40 guys, 120 girls. Each guy gets to fuck 3 girls, basically. And I wanted to fuck at least one and actually believed I was an alpha. I was 18, it all happened just a year ago.

But they didn't want to do anything with me because I was one of the most pathetic weak and insecure simps out there. An A+++ Class Simp. Elite Simp. I tried to talk to girls, but they avoided me. I tried to be a nice guy, then a douchebag. Nothing worked.

I came back from camp depressed and started to study how to get girls to like me. I studied so much, so hard, and so diligently that I've learned a lot... of bullshit. I could've spent this time and energy planning my future and learning how to control my libido.

A couple of weeks ago I discovered MGTOW. An old friend's advice. I didn't expect such a result. My worldview has turned upside-down. For the first time in years I AM HAPPY. I focus on myself now and on what I want from life. My interests are back to life, I study a lot on my own. I'm so energetic and productive nowadays.

Ironically, girls want me now, but... Women destroy happiness, that's why I will never fuck with them.

Thank you for everything, guys. I'll be reading your stories.