Im saying this not in a good way. I feel like something is wrong with what i did. Mainly because things were quite ok. Then I ghosted for a few days and broke up. But Im not feeling very well because im feeling like very mean. Now I know that they have no sympathy for us when they find the next hypergamous dick, but still Im a man and I have a heart and it saddens me that things are this way. I had valid reasons to do leave her even though nowadays its actually hard to find valid reasons to stay.

I broke up with her with just a few very small and brief messages. She sent me a huge text with lots of mental gymnastics, Im not going to answer. It is very hard to go through the text and keep the cool. I was already mgtow before this. But I fell for her because oneitis is tough disease. I had several mgtow alerts when I was with her.

I felt like everytime she did something fucked up I had your knowledge backing me up and keeping me sane.

No way was this worthy. Because afterall in the end. It seems men have more feelings than women. I felt that she finding a Chad was eminent and tried to keep a red pill attitude. But red pill attitude its still a hard to digest red pill that consumed everyday will poison you. The best is to be mgtow and not worry about your medicines. The best is to fuck women but never compromise.