I'm staying positive but today blew.

I realize that women don't appreciate let at all. I have to initiate a text convo or they only text me when they need something. Then they drop off.

I could be dead and they would not care for me. I know that's how women are but it still sucks. I don't have parents or siblings to turn too because of circumstances beyond my control. The feelings can be shelved for s bit but at what point does a man talk to someone else about his feelings. They can't stay bottled up inside.