I was watching a youtube video about tinder and this one girl said "i haid many positive experiences wuth tinder in the last 3 years, not that bad", so i asked her "how many?", she said she doesent remember.

As a 32yo incel i was so hurt that this girl that looks average at most in her profile pic had so many sexual experiences that she can't even remember, i guess after the first 10 is difficult to remember.

Redpill knowledge: i have way more time to improve myself than any womam, blank slate equality in bullshit, they can have easy sex but they don't enjoy it like as, they orgasm more if the sex is within an LTR. For woman after 30 is over, for us it's not over, in fact for us it's the opposite.

Now you would think that knowing this redpill truths i'm happy guys improving himself, instead i'm a sad and angry guy improving himself and waiting for the first results.

It's like i turn this knowledge against me intead of beign happy for beign one of the few man that have this redpill cheat code.

All it takes is girl talking about the numbers of partners they had for me to feel very bad, specially when they had so many partners they don't even remember...

How can i adjust that and keep improving myself with happiness intead of anger?