After I got rid of the bitch I decided to experiment with a bunch of things. Im only going to include drugs.

Alcohol

Got drunk for the first time since I was 20 (alcohol is pretty useful as well, your true feelings come about about certain things when your about to black out, 1-2 drinks before reading is really good, hyper focus, similar to cigs but it lasts longer)

Tobacco

Started smoking cigarettes (there are some positives to nicotine and tobacco if you use it correctly, I have since quit but It can be very beneficial during times of depression and to think straight, clear and focused) I haven't had a cig for 3 months now but I have it close by for meditation and life changing events.

CBD

Aided sleep, calm, focused, relaxed, stoic, extremely helpful for times where sleep is hard to come by or when your stressed. Take a high dosage though. At least 50mg. Any you'll feel it

Marijuana

-pending

Shrooms

-pending

For all my mgtow marijuana people

which strains do you recommend? And would it be a life altering thing to smoke weed? I haven't smoked weed for 14 years now. Last joint I had was when I was 15. Now I'm 30.

Is this a good idea?

The main reason why i want to try it is to figure out if it can aid with my goals in life. Tobacco certainly helps during certain key moments as well as CBD and alcohol. Im trying to add another drugs.

Note: i have EXTREME self control. I DO NOT have an addict personality whatsoever. Im going to turn these drugs into my bitches, not the other way around.