I am trying to enjoy my vacation in Costa Rica, but I can’t help but feel like a fucking loser for not banging chicks in my room. I can’t stand women anymore, but I also feel like I’m missing out of the experience of banging hot chicks. What’s worse is I’m at a resort that’s an hour away from the city and the only women here, are here with boyfriends or they are in their 50s with their husbands. So my only hope is to go complete PUA, but to be honest I just don’t emit that alpha energy unless I am intoxicated. I am a handsome guy, very muscular and stocky, but I’m also extremely shy. Also, I’m only 5’8” which for some reason after becoming red pilled has affected my confidence. Probably because I became aware of the fact that my entire life, being short is one reason I never I got the women I TRULY wanted in my life, I always had to settle. I go through phases where I could care less about female validation and then I will feel the need for at least a LITTLE validation. Cut me some slack, I’m human and we all know that going MGTOW is going against our nature as men. How can I stop this thinking about women and sex, and just enjoy my surroundings? It’s beautiful here...