Hello Brothers,

We may share different backgrounds, upbringings, and personal morals, but one common ground we all share is the embodiment of the Masculine Energy that Feminized America has so desperately repressed.

Throughout life, I was brainwashed by my mother into "being a nice young boy," and to "Never talk back to anyone," and to always "sacrafice yourself for others."

She tried to convince me it is better to be a doormat rather than asserting myself.

She tried to convince me that my happiness was worthless than the happiness of those around me.

I fell for it.

Years of observing my mother manipulate my father and effectively render him a husk of a man has contribted to my anger towards the world.

I realized, that this world does not owe me shit, and the only person I was angry at was myself.

I was angry for never standing up for myself. I was angry because I convinced myself I dont matter. I was angry I alwasy surrended my dreams to the wishes of others. I was angry that women preffered the prescense of others rather than myself. I was angry I allowed myself to forsake the testicles that the creator blessed me with.

This is a MAN's world everybody. Feminization of the world will convince you otherwise. It is vital to your happiness as a man to achieve independence and be relentless in your pursuit f your goals and dreams, and never let anyone anchor your down.

Why am I writing this post? To find fellowship with like-minded Men, and as a written testiment to myself that I will not back down from my new pursuit: Living alone at age 18.

I always told myself I love Trial by fire. Only now have I had the balls to throw myself to the wolves.

I don't seek attention: I will only share my realizations. I don't seek pity: I take full responsibility for my life and actions. I don't seek judgement: We are all fighting our own wars.

My current Oppulences: I live inside my car, and have a fair amount of technology to speak my mind and research how to become a better man. I once read a quote that most people fear solitude, which is my main goal in this war of mine.

I am fighting against my need for validation and approval from others. All my life I have striven to impress and please OTHERS all thanks to my parents.

I love them. They raised me the best way they knew how. I forgive them and absolve them from their parenting sins, however I have taken it upon myself to erase the old patterns of Male Submissiveness, neediness, co-dependence/reliance upon others, laziness, and fear of taking risk.

I am afraid.

I could be robbed, and lose EVERYTHING I have. I could be killed. I could be abducted.

Creator I beg you to not bring these horrible possibilities into existance.

I am afraid but I shall march onward.

I am doing this to prove to myself I do not need anybody.

I currently have a job, and will find another one. Money makes the world go round.

I aspire to be an author, however I have a backup plan. I am studying trades in my college to become a handy man.

Whenever my father saw me working on my car, he would always tell me to wait for my older brother. He thought I was incompetent, he thought I couldn't do it.

He saw his own inability to service his vehicle, and rather than encouraging me he wanted to drag me down. I love you father, but I must let you go until I can return as the man I am meant to be.

I am not doing this for anybody externally. I am doing this for myself. I hope my words don't fall upon blind eyes, and that there is someone out there with the same sentiments, because I find so many emasculated, manipulative, fake-rats in my day to day life. I have decided to change that.

The one thing I seek from this post is camaraderie.

As far as my family is concerned, I am dead. I will only return when I am victorious in my battle.

From this day forward, Everything I Do Is All For The Sake OF Victory.

Live Victoriously Brothers.