I've been fucking this girl for over a year, she is interested in a LTR but I just want to stay single for now. I'm currently travelling the world by myself and it's probably the best time I ever had in my life.

We still talk sporadically through text but today she called me and she said her mom and sister died. Her mom and sister were the only people she had.

Even tho she is just a plate and I don't want a LTR at the moment I do care about her a lot. The problem is she has the most red flags I've ever seen.

40+ bodycount at 24, sexually abused when she was little, 2x suicide attempt, daddy isues, is high legit 90%+ of the time, does a lot of psychedelic drugs, 100k+ IG followers + Onlyfans.

Do I end my plans to go see her and be there for her? I don't owe her anything and I'm the happiest I've ever been. I also still have so much plans and countries to visit. I'm leaning towards not going but I feel a horrible person.

Thoughts?