Blue pill determines with butterflies in their stomach, I certainly did.

These days I enjoy relationships that never become serious, and really because chicks my age+ only want the same and younger girls dgaf. I don’t get tangled/play girls who want more and can’t imagine playing that field as I’m too committed to work and have no interest in social gaming. 2 of my plates have ltr of their own, so that helps. I actually love bs’ing with one who works in my office, and enjoy HHs with her where we separate from the pack.

But at what point should that change? I’m losing my mom too soon now that she’s in hospice and have reflected a ton on my childhood, and thoughts of my own future. My brother has the best relationship with his fiancée and it’s cool to be around them in the covid situation. How do I determine the right person to bring into my life again and as I look to setup a future with children?

Side note: I feel even more conflicted with this given my livelihood... 27, no debt (other than soon to be condo mortgage w VA loan), ~255 annual with my own expectations of 7 figure annual by 30, pile of cash that grows every paycheck and random market (preesh GILD) & high-stakes poker swings. So I feel like I need to be even more careful of my vetting and intent for someone that I would open up to.