She was my first and only gf. It was a ltr we were together for 6.5 years. I had problems growing up and while she was just as bad as me I was extremely blue pilled and thought we could grow together instead of me taking charge.

I didn't even have a car and she would drive us everywhere. I spent years working for her father and rarely talking back to him. She started resenting me and treating me like shit and I fought back hard but I didnt know what frame was so it was me basically victimizing myself and trying to teach a woman morals. I balled my eyes out in front of her multiple times when I had a bad illness. After we broke up I told her I was suicidal(not because of the breakup because of other things).

Anyways I'm not necessarily upset about losing her, as the relationship never would have worked out and her personality wasnt exactly my favorite, I'm upset that she will always see me as a pussy bitch crybaby.

Can I ever overcome this or will I have to deal with this forever?