Hello Community,

I just want to share one of my experience,

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On last year, I move to USA to do master in software engineering. I was not in a good college in my country, so going to USA increase my social value. So as expected, my ex-girl friends started to text me.

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First of all, I was aware of the red pill, but in that situation I made a mistake and I just be the beta man.

I made a mistake, and I invite one them in a USA for new year night. Worst, after new year night we plan do some activities around near cities, and we bought a ticket to brazil. As a summary, we plan a dream holiday.

She bought a ticket for USA about September and until December we have not talking much I mean maybe once a day. She was texting me hours later, I thought she will be here in any case, and I am going to have sex with her and have a good time. We already talked about she was going to stay in my room.

When day came, she came to USA, I picked her from airport, I thought everything is done now lets start to fun.

But it did not happen, I mean after she came "even though we were sleeping in a same bed" she just don't want to have sex. I just be shocked. I mean she already is my ex, and after we broke up we meet once and it end up with kissing. We have not sex before. But now, even though we were sleeping in a same bed she was just turned her face. I mean she just dont want to cuddle and we still had that "dream holiday"

4-5 days I tried to be close, but on new years night. She invited another boy to our plan. Which I did not know before, and I said no he is not coming. She was just -III ANYWAY... and I was still be close to for thinking of, on new years night everything its going to be settle.

But again it did not happened, we went to public places everywhere is shinning. But still she was just not want to hold my hand.

All these situation in 4-5 days hurt my self-motivation. I mean, I how can she dont want me?

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And, that new years night, I could not continue and I said, I do not want to continue that holiday which we planed before. I don't care about tickets, I just want to cancel. Just think about it, if you still going to continue like that, I want to cancel everything, and you can stay in a hotel today.

She sit about 5 min, and said lets start to walk, and she start to behave differently, end of that night we fucked.

And, we continue our holiday, we fucked about the day after but those are the worst sex which I did before.

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I want to summarize by saying, After the holiday, we just continue normally to talk and she is now 22 years old, she has a good body I am sure that, many boys are texting her.

I just want to take a revenge from her, I know that, thinking of revenge is even "beta" thinking.

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But the what she did was unrespectful and hurt my self-confidence.

Now I am motivating myself, when I graduated and start to make good money, her value will start to decrease.

When that day comes.....

Do you think that revenge idea is healthy?

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PS: Sorry for grammar mistakes, I just write everything in 5 min.