I have just turned 21 and they dont and never were allowing me to go out,and would be very angry at me if I would be outside at night after 10.p.m.

Most of you would tell me to just leave the house,but it is impossible for me,I am student,my dad is paying uni for me and I would need to finish uni to find a good job,and even then it would be hard paying rent.Probbably,I am stuck there for another 5 years and in that house I will lose my youth and best years of my life.

I have somehow to negotiete that,and to fight for it.

Both of my parents were never social and closed people,they even make me a problem when I went to house of a new friend from uni telling me to be careful and asking me questions about all my friends.

My dad is a bastard ,and my mom isnt much better.At 19 when I went out with my friends to coffe shop and had just one drink and returned at 22:30 they started yelling at me ,why do I return home so late and how am I supposed to drink alchocol that I have becomed alchoholic.(Which is bullshit that was one fucking drink in a month,in a month).

He would start even yelling at me,if he would hear that I went to coffee shop.When I tell him that I never had a girl,he says me that I dont even need a women if she is attending coffe shop,that I dont need that kind of women.I dont know what to do,I am so desperate.

They ruined me for the life.I lost social life and sense of social intellegence because they were my whole life teaching me and raised me to just study and work hard and to take aside social aspect of life.I dont even know what other people my age do,and I havent been so out of the social life and gaminig women that I would be social akward and handicaped for the rest of my life.There will always be a gap between other people and me,that expirence that I would never catch up.