i decided to look back on this sub bc i used to post here a lot actually pretty much exactly a year ago. ive grown so much as person i dont even know how to describe how fucked up a lot of red pill truly is. it hurts me knowing i used to follow that crap and i actually thought i hit the gold mine of knowledge back then lol. a lot of what they talk about is just fucked up and if you are still in that trap i just want you to know that i really hope you get off of there and work towards healing from whatever you went through. it often takes a hurt or even broken person to follow the forums in the manosphere. whether its childhood abuse, trauma, bullying, or some other form of abuse, or maybe youve simply had a lot of trouble with girls. for me it was childhood abuse, trauma. you are probably lacking in self love if you care that much about trying to have sex. like its natural to want sex but i hope you get what i mean. if you take anything those guys say seriously or follow those forums/channels at all i just hope you see the light soon and move on with your life. i believe what truly attracts women is a guy who has passions in his life and takes care of his fitness. red pill does mention your “mission” which is great but it can get twisted when you are only doing those things to improve your smv and get laid. my best advice is what do you want to do with your life? theres undoubtedly something you are a super passionate about and talented in. do that.