Disclaimer: I do not mean witchcraft, hexes, spells, dark magic or voodou or anything dark like that.

During my late teens and early 20's I was enthralled with Spirituality™. I thought I was a special snowflake for liking things like that or gravitating towards the local crystal shop and being a fake reader of osho. Since then I have realized my former special snowflake syndrome and other pickme tendencies but I now do genuinely enjoy spirituality in a more authentic way and have been journaling and repeating affirmations lots, using candles of certain fragrances and colors to make my atmosphere more feminine and to meditate and do mantra rituals with. I got a few crystals of different qualities for calming and meditation purposes too, (I even got a yoni egg). I had a friend in the past that was heavy into tarot but I just did not gravitate towards that specific type of spirituality. I had another friend who I recently cut off for being wishy washy and unavailable , she quit her job and as from what I recently saw, she tarted doing tarot reading videos on YouTube in the meantime. I tried to be supportive but its an interesting coincodence that these two former friends and their interest in tarot and them just being different levels of LV to me, something about the recent friend being into tarot sounded an alarm and I recalled all the times I reached out and she entertained me and many other patterns of her treating me like an option when I blatantly told her I was interested in garnering more serious and authentic lady friendships, so I without warning cut her iff and blocked her.

Anyway I kind of started ranting there, I digress though.

My question is, are there any ladies into to this kind of stuff? How do you incorporate it into your FDS self care and self love wise?

I find that when I was most calm and zen by doing spiritual things like that in my downtime for at least an hour a day, I was HV af along with other self care things but that was a big one for me. Since getting out of the LV relationship I was in, I have been doing these things again and am starting to feel powerful again because Im consistently doing something that calms me daily and am not fitting it in around that LVM schedule that I worked around!