These women used me. I was good looking, rich and many also told me i am smart and i had accomplishments to show for, then i fell for girls and I lost all my brilliance and became a hopeless loser.
Why loser? because i started seeing myself as one.
Everyday they used me for money, for attention whoring and god knows what. None of them ever cared about me if it was not for getting something out of me.
Today i resolved to see none of them again in this life, deleted all photos, thrown out whatever little presents i got along way (trust me not even 1/10th of what i sent out), i deleted all my social media and messenger accounts.
From today, i am going on my own way.
To the bros, who are lurking around - sooner you do it, better will be your mental health.
Some of the words I'll always remember:
"I hate you"
"You are evil"
"You are not the only one who did nice things for me"
I had enough, i got tired of the baggage i need to carry everywhere i go with my head down. I am supposed to solve their problems with my money, my brain and my physical strength but when i expressed any desire - they thrown up their hands in air.
I used to think MTGOW are just bunch of losers who can't get girls but this whole shit changed when i began to realize that - it's actually me who is a loser. A BIG LOSER WHO HAS GIRL ON HIS ARM.
The only relationship they can think of is the one of "parasite and host".
there doesn't seem to be anything here