Since the day I was born, I overthink too much. Thereby I always tried to be as honest as possible to my familie, to get the best kind of feedback from them. On work or school I also tried this.

I'm very direct in my words. And I say it out of the blue where most people would go away from me, cause of fear or some other reason, I can't figure out. Where most others stop thinking I continue on a deeper level.

Never had many friends, or good relationships with woman. I just coudn't figure all that shit out, because my looks are not bad and I'm not stupid.

Then I came accros trp. And All my suspicions, came clear. Never had someone the balls to tell me the truth, while I always tried it.

Now here comes my question: Why can't people just say the truth and why do they have to tell it in the way of shittesting? Is it because they are afraid that there words, can be used against them? Do they always have to put other people on a wrong trail, so they will be a step ahead of you? I really don't get it. I mean live is as hard as it is, why not help each other?

Thank you for reading and thank you for trp, it changed my life for good.