Long time lurker, first time poster.

Background info:

Believe in most trp concepts. (23m) above average looks, above average personality. Struggle with self confidence issues of Dick size and consistency. I live a fun, pretty healthy life/do whatever the fuck I want to do.

I realize mood follows action. Though I take way to many, long breaks from lifting. I’ll lift for a week-6mo at a time and eventually not for weeks or months at a time.

Main weakness/reason for post:

Super charismatic with most everybody but specifically when meeting attractive women, Too often I tighten up & get uncomfortable. These women feel that vibe pretty immediately. Happens pretty much always at unfamiliar parties & bars/clubs. It also has caused me not to enjoy em as much as I should & leads to lots a drinking to unsuccessfully loosen up or black out & be a good time.

In my few brothel visits and; my one hook up, my dick has been uncooperative in its moment to shine in all of these experiences.

Got plenty IOIs while ubering this weekend, including HB7 flashing her titties at me & multiple phone numbers.

So HB8 invited me to her hotel room this weekend at 4:30am, for a little dicking down and the next day to chill by the pool, but let the opportunity to pass due to above bullshit.

Any advice to have a more fulfilling life? Thanks bros for taking some time to help me sort my shit out.