so basically, i have spent all my life repressing my sexuality just like i was told to, and go the feminine path (i am in the transition process) .

so my question is how can be more sexual without overshooting it? how do i show that i'm sexually interested in a girl ? how do i escalate the right way ? how do i present myself as a lover not a friend ?

what do i talk about when i'm with a girl ?

ps: im a complete newbie, i have no idea what and how to adress a lover because all my past experiences ended in the "lets just be friends" but its definately my fault and i'm aware of it now .

i know this is a lot to ask but its getting a bit frustrating