19, male here. Ok, let me elaborate my question better. I am a pretty average guy and I am not remarkable at all. There is nothing special or really fascinating about me. If anything, I am kind of a fuck up. I am going to finish Highschool late, I don't have a car, I am odd and have weird, obscure interests, I don't really interact with women and I am kind of a loner. In spite of this, I have done well with women/girls ( however you want to phrase it) since I was about 13. Most of my childhood I was an outcast and acted out a lot. I was also pretty chubby. I started getting tall around 12, and I was often the tallest in my class. I was about 5 10 in 6th grade. I also lost a lot of weight at that time to.

So starting in 6th grade, at the age of 13 things were great for me. Dozens of girls in my school, even the cute older ones started crushing on me. My introverted nature kept me from taking it any further. This remained the case for that time and still kind of is. I had my first girlfriend at 14 and haven't really dated since. I am now 19. I never dated any girl that asked me out and I prefer to be by myself. That's probably not healthy but it's what I want. I don't like to be around people and I prefer to be alone in my own thoughts. However since the end of elementary school til now girls have found me attractive and took an interest in me. This is without me putting in any effort. In Junior year, the cutest and most popular girl in my school asked me out. I froze up and told her I wasn't into girls and she seems dissapointed. I regret it now but it is what it is. I am sorry if this feels like a dumb post but it has been something on my mind.