Recently i asked a girl out and she rejected my physical advances on first date. However we really clicked personality-wise so despite obvious destination friendzone, next i arranged couple of meetings where i didnt initiate shit until she explicitly told me if i could please finally touch her again.

So we held hands and cuddled and while it felt good in the moment, now couple days later i feel like i got cured of this oneitis and the thing is i dont even want to get "cured". Before this meeting i literally couldnt sleep because of her (like literally literally), now i still care about her but id say in a healthier manner

Ive heard about losing attraction after first sex with a girl but what the fuck happened here? Are there any guys here who went thru similar process and what happened next? Btw i know this post is probably stupid on sub like this but idgaf so please write something only if its relevant. Thanks